tora: (Niou; haunting)
You know...sometimes I shouldn't be allowed to think about certain things. I feel so restless. I feel like being here is a waste of time... like I'm not getting anywhere in life at all.

I started out wanting to be an art major, but the more I went through the classes and whatnot, I realized that being an art major doesn't really get you anywhere or that's what it feels like anyway. So then I decided that I might want to go into Psychology, but even that's not sounding very appealing anymore. I want to do something with my life. I have the ambition and determination but I lack direction. I don't know where I'm going or what I want to do to get there. I feel lost as all hell and then some. It doesn't help when I have SO many things happening around me that demand I make a decision about my future now when I don't even know what I want in life anymore. It's driving me crazy.

I shouldn't watch Hana Yori Dango when thinking like this either. The continuous plot twists and whatnot are just adding fuel to my slightly depressive mood. *sighs* I REALLY need a vacation. MTAC needs to hurry and get here so I can get the hell away for a while and not have to be sitting around here with the same mundane, not going anywhere life staring me in the fucking face.


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May 2009

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