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Aug. 13th, 2008 08:26 pmI'm in a really weird mood and I (for the life of me) can't figure out why. I feel like I'm on some weird emotional roller coaster or something. Earlier, I was fine. A little horny but fine all the same but then just a minute ago, I started feeling really down for some reason. WTF? I'm losing my bloody mind or something. Crazy shit.
More on the slightly odd and crazy side of things, I ended up talking to my ex yesterday after almost 2 years now. o.O It went well. We talked as if we were merely a couple of old friends that just haven't talked in forever. Maybe that's what's messing with me? I dunno. For the first time in a LONG ass time, I feel really insecure about myself and I'm not really sure why that is either. It doesn't make sense to me that talking to Adam would cause this so I'm thinking it's something else and not him. I dunno. I feel like drinking and drinking alone at that. And with the kind of mood I'm in, I suppose it's a good thing that I DON'T have alcohol in the house right now. Ugh.
More on the slightly odd and crazy side of things, I ended up talking to my ex yesterday after almost 2 years now. o.O It went well. We talked as if we were merely a couple of old friends that just haven't talked in forever. Maybe that's what's messing with me? I dunno. For the first time in a LONG ass time, I feel really insecure about myself and I'm not really sure why that is either. It doesn't make sense to me that talking to Adam would cause this so I'm thinking it's something else and not him. I dunno. I feel like drinking and drinking alone at that. And with the kind of mood I'm in, I suppose it's a good thing that I DON'T have alcohol in the house right now. Ugh.
