tora: (Minato; bang)
I'm in a really weird mood and I (for the life of me) can't figure out why. I feel like I'm on some weird emotional roller coaster or something. Earlier, I was fine. A little horny but fine all the same but then just a minute ago, I started feeling really down for some reason. WTF? I'm losing my bloody mind or something. Crazy shit.

More on the slightly odd and crazy side of things, I ended up talking to my ex yesterday after almost 2 years now. o.O It went well. We talked as if we were merely a couple of old friends that just haven't talked in forever. Maybe that's what's messing with me? I dunno. For the first time in a LONG ass time, I feel really insecure about myself and I'm not really sure why that is either. It doesn't make sense to me that talking to Adam would cause this so I'm thinking it's something else and not him. I dunno. I feel like drinking and drinking alone at that. And with the kind of mood I'm in, I suppose it's a good thing that I DON'T have alcohol in the house right now. Ugh.

Date: 2008-08-14 03:50 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] momo-kun.livejournal.com
The past has a tendancy to come back and toy with our emotions.

Date: 2008-08-14 04:11 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] tomosan.livejournal.com
Sorry to hear that you're feeling a bit off. One's history can have effects that aren't always obvious. Don't sweat it too much, though. It may be completely unrelated. Just let things ride out and it'll all be OK.

Remember that we're here for you. It's usually not as bad as it really seems.

P.S. Worst comes to worst, My last day off this month is Sun. You can come over to our house and tie one on with Rhonda and I.

Date: 2008-08-14 04:41 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] torasetsuna.livejournal.com
The thing is I need to know where you live exactly in order to do that. ^^ I've never been to your house since you moved from the shop so yeah, no idea where you live. >>;;

Date: 2008-08-14 05:38 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] tomosan.livejournal.com
Do you still have my Ph#?

Date: 2008-08-14 05:51 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] torasetsuna.livejournal.com
No. I don't think I ever got your number. I have a number that was Rhonda's but I'm not sure it's a working one or not.

Date: 2008-08-14 05:59 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] tomosan.livejournal.com
I'ts in your message inbox.

Date: 2008-08-14 06:04 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] torasetsuna.livejournal.com
Thanks Jeff. I'll look into hitting you guys up for a visit Sunday. More than likely, I'll feel better by then but I'd still like to come see you guys. ^^

Date: 2008-08-14 06:14 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] tomosan.livejournal.com
Sounds great. Forewarning: the house is a mess...

Date: 2008-08-14 06:20 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] torasetsuna.livejournal.com
Lol. No big. ^^

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